I know I havent really been into posting and this whole xanga much recently, but I went to brunch with two friends from when I lived in socal in 5th and part of 6th grade, and one of them I got back in touch with from xanga, but it was so awesome to see them, and so I have decided to write every once in a while, mostly to keep in touch with these cool old friends,

Anyways, ever since I got back from my super-short winter break in Seattle, I have been kinda in a bad mood, grumpy a lot of the time and stuff like that. I wasn't really into running and stuff like that, not too interested in the team, or Long Beach. I didn't want to go to Long Beach anymore, and I didnt really want to run after the end of the year, but then I got to see my old friends.

Seeing my friends was a long time ago made me so happy. They are still really cool people and so much fun to hang out with and talk too, and I still had stuff to talk to them about. I have some old friends that I dont really have anything to talk to them about, and our conversatuons seem forced, but it wasnt like that with these friends.

Then when I was leaving another old friend called, this friend goes to Long Beach, and she told me she's moving into the dorms next semester, and we talked for a little bit, so my problem of only having runners to hang out with will hopefully be solved.

So I came home (actually back to my friends house, which is pretty much home now) in a really good mood, and actually happy. I can't wait to see my friend Jena again, who is the one moving into the dorms.

I would be in an even better mood, but I am really sick, and everything hurts. I need to rest more now, and get over this damn cold, or whatever I have.

Conference today in Riverside. My first 6K. I ran 24:36, that's so slow. I dont think I transitioned to college so well. But at least I got to race in the end. And I am going to Regionals in two weeks. 6K in fresno. I think, no I know I will do better there. And next year, I will hopefully have a much better year after I tansition. I cant believe I am that slow. I need to work on this.

I realized it's about time to start a new private journal. I had one for the end of senior year, and it kept me sane, I would have been a lot worse if I was not writing stuff down. No more writing on xanga, I have too many issues right now, that are for me my journal and dolly to know.

P.S. I hope everyone is having fun in college. Talk to me sometime if you ever feel like it, but nobody ever really does. Whatever.